SEE ONLY WHAT YOU HAVE

Merely it is something between "HIM" and me that I realized just now.
This is my 1 month holiday and I expect something or to be more specific I make an appeal to Him..It cannot be denied my attitude becomes sometimes absurd while awaiting it. I need to keep reminding myself it is not my spouse the one who has to embody my request..sulky face towards "him" is seriously foolishness that smears my own heart.

Things getting worse when I know my 30 days is only several days away to come to the end whereas I still haven't received any sign of my request comes true. The more I think the sulkier I becomes towards him....

no..anything happened to me isn't caused by anybody...isn't caused by "him".
It is something to do between me and my LORD personally.
Getting het up about towards "him" is a big mistake is a bias

HE is THE ONLY ONE who prospers me..THE ONE who cares and waters me every second with HIS MILD LOVE AND SMILE which I am crazy about
HE is THE ONE that my heart hooks up so no need to be restless even I miss the target, miss the spectacular dream happened in this 30 day holiday..because HE who created me is perfect and everything HE gives to me is perfect.

Yesterday I was reminded and I became ashamed of myself since the same mistakes occurred not only once...I see what I don't have in spite of what I have..in fact I will see so many things more possibly the whole world and flesh never stops to be slaked, the problem is I am not created to accommodate the whole things I see....

I need to see only what I have so from this the gush of overflowed thankfulness will sparkle the heart

Lord thank You for everything I have..maybe someone has kinder spouse, better career or thousands more that the world can offer..but I can see now what fits me is what I have .. what YOU give to me ....Because You are perfect so what You set for me is PERFECT....LOVE YOU LORD>>>>