it is NOT just only a dream

laying and resting my head on Your Palms....the smile doesn't want to leave my face..the heart overflows its joy all night and day.

Nowadays, the situation turns to be more overwhelmed.
I almost cannot tell the difference between dream and reality..... between day and night.

Several times I need to ask myself to double check if everything is true and not a mere hallucination in order no need for me to hide myself and seek consolation by hiding myself in the night time everyday.

as the dream the desire are come true ...... time to wake up and reap the desired dreams...

what a fortune..what a bless " it is N-O-T just only a dream "

....I am happy....

in The Shadow of His Hand...what more I want to ask..?
Many things still happen out there and I should never ever bother again...He keeps me safe...

His warmest hand pats me...
His smile never goes away from my eyes...
His love promises so many great things that never fail
His power rebukes any devil's arrows pointed at me....

I've just come to.. that every shedded tear penetrated in my heart for ages before are counted.....

Bapa....thank You....maybe I am far from what I want to be to make You proud of me but I know now........You are proud of me.