suspicion

something nagging and bothering my days for years.I desperately feel curious about the fact behind this all.

God.. is it okay ?

-Maybe it is not the time for me to know the truth yet.

-Or it is my own fault because almost no action from my side to find the answer and
just let the suspicious circumstances flow by itself and at the same time let the torturing question busily scratching my mind.


Lord am I too passive ? What reaction and what response should I take ?????

What is helping is Your Words.......You will set me free......no more of this all.