RIDDANCE

The word riddance comes out all of sudden from my tiredness, confusion, undisciplined behavior...I have asked myself since the morning..what is wrong ? what does I need ?
what have I done ? where am I...?? what is the aim of my life ? what am I after ?


HAVE I EVER THOUGHT IF I HAVE EVER BEEN TRIFLING MY TIME BY HURTING, DISTURBING, INFLICTING ANYONE ???


Lord what is wrong with me..is the word RIDDANCE has something to do with my condition now ? Lord, is it because my focus is strayed from You ?

Lord, I remember and long for the time where I could feel the warm of Your Love..and now I insist on getting it it back....


For the last several years caused of so much infliction from several parties, I have been busy in the worst way to defend and vindicate what I have thought I am deserved, my rights. Try to slake all my desires,...put so much attention on every odds and ends...goodness they all vigorously dragged and made me cool and callous..no mercy, no affection, no patience, and no love.


LOVE......
without love everything is for nought even I've just reminded without it... faith doesn't work out...so RIDDANCE FROM ALL VANITY OF THE WORD is an emergency case.