unsure

the morning dawn dew
breaks the night...
faces the fact

since then, ... heart is restless
appeals the unsure future..


.......the schedule is so tight
facing the time,
running out like a flow
the heart is heavy
looking at a distance..try to digest the reality
how cud it be so strange to me ??? against me in so many ways

shud I stay ?
only God knows the lasting of mine
have I've been doing something so awful??


diary 1992.... at the office